A sting that doesnt ever stop stinging...

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A sting that doesnt ever stop stinging...

Postby Barbnj » Mar 15, 2015 2:28 pm

:cry:

I find myself coming here around the upcoming month of our loss 4-30-07 a date etched in my soul for eternity.
I lost my best friend to cancer in Oct 2013. She was my confidant. My hour drive to work and home. She kept me
grounded reminding me that I would of crashed and burned if I continued on .....
Now another wonderful dear friend half my age announced she is 8 weeks along. A little tired and some nausea resolved by
snacks.
Im am blissfully excited for her and her husband.
Yet in one instance brought me back to my unprotected heart.
I know I will never be ok in this lifetime on earth. In terms of never having babies.
Just needed to vent to know their are others that feel the same way as I do.

Thanks for reading ......

Hugs and Hugs of love

Barbara
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In remembrance of my 2 lost souls
Image Nov 2004 When we lost our angel due date Aug 2005 natural mc
Image Apr2007 when we lost our baby Due date Nov23 2007 Hg took our baby
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Re: A sting that doesnt ever stop stinging...

Postby DivineLotus » Mar 16, 2015 5:33 pm

Hugs and love too.
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Treated with zofran, diclegis, compro, colace, jigsaw magnesium. HG 7 weeks - 17 weeks. Continued meds.

First HG baby. 4/11/11
HG 4-20weeks, little treatment, severe. Zofran, reglan, B6, placenta pervia, lost 12lbs, depression, ptsd.
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Re: A sting that doesnt ever stop stinging...

Postby Barbnj » Mar 18, 2015 2:47 pm

Thank You DivineLotus......

means alot!


Barb
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In remembrance of my 2 lost souls
Image Nov 2004 When we lost our angel due date Aug 2005 natural mc
Image Apr2007 when we lost our baby Due date Nov23 2007 Hg took our baby
Barbnj
Been There Done That
 
Posts: 377
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Re: A sting that doesnt ever stop stinging...

Postby Nina19 » Mar 19, 2015 7:49 pm

No one who hasn't been there could possibly understand...

Even if you are sincerely happy for someone else, it really hurts. And seeing someone go through a carefree, happy and easy pregnancy really stings... because that is all we ever wished for so that we could hold our babies...

Thinking of you and sending you love, hugs and light
xxx
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Re: A sting that doesnt ever stop stinging...

Postby Barbnj » Mar 20, 2015 10:25 pm

Thank You so much Nina. xoxo

Please go to your post as I came here tonight to reply to yours...


Barb
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In remembrance of my 2 lost souls
Image Nov 2004 When we lost our angel due date Aug 2005 natural mc
Image Apr2007 when we lost our baby Due date Nov23 2007 Hg took our baby
Barbnj
Been There Done That
 
Posts: 377
Joined: Jun 19, 2007 3:10 pm


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